theriverjordan

Has anyone ever heard the song "Happy for the rest of your life" by Jimmy Soul?
HAHAHA. Classic. Seriously.

"If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life,
never make a pretty woman your wife
so from my personal point of view,
get an ugly woman to marry you!"

hahahah harsh. my kinda song.

I don't know where I begin and where I end.
I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I want to go away, but I should take my own advice;
running away doesn't ever solve anything.

My heart is broken... no, not just broken;
smashed,
shattered,
bled dry,
scarred - and prove me wrong - but for life.

And the stupidest thing about it all, is that the only one who can fix it is the one who inflicted it to begin with.

Him.

It bothers me like an itch I can't reach and it really starts to get under my skin. I hate caring so much about people, and loving them so hard when they don't feel the same way -- or know that I even exist. They invade my dreams, fill them with roses or darken them to nightmares.

Sometimes I feel pleased that life progresses with them in it. I become overjoyed that I'm being thought of fondly, kept in mind, remembered -- but then I wake up and realize that once again I'm dreaming.

It makes me just want to go back to sleep...

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That first time I saw your face...
I never knew that I could feel this way...
I could be falling in love.
I've always tried to hold on to my love
To not give up on it whatever the cause
Ive been trying to find a way back to your love...

You know when you hear a song. You like it, but you don't love it, it's just a song that can play in the background and you enjoy it but that's all? And then later on you listen to the lyrics and it just grabs you by the ear lobe and pulls you in close until you inspect each word of each lyric closely?

Yeah. That's the way I feel with the above lyrics. Nothing too deep, too hard to grasp, but something to do with the way it's sang, it feels so throwback, and I just want to bawl my eyes out each time I hear the song.


... Anyway, life sux. Everything is shit. My life is this unending pit of ... crap and I don't ever see a way out. I'd give anything to just get out of it. I thought of nicking off to Adelaide, but that probably wont help my monetary issues... I dunno what to do at the moment. I just want out.


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Everything is a bit of blah. I apologise for no submissions or comments etc, I'm just feeling pretty... lonely and ... crap, in all honesty. I guess I'll feel better and pick all this stuff back up soon...

Be Blessed.

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